i AM alWIZ hErE fOr U

事

2011-05-01T19:55:00.002+08:00

昨天和前天接了老妈的电话，心情变得很沉重。。感觉全部事情都涌上心，挤在一起。。突然觉得很累！心情低落，就会想到姐和宝贝。。姐和男友去了泰国，就给宝贝打电话。。和他谈了之后，心情渐渐好了。。就如他说的，就算要帮也帮不了。。！！不被祝福的关系真的会变得很累，偷偷摸摸的。。一点也不好受。。真的很难过，真的有想过放弃，但，我真的舍不得，一旦放开，再也抓不会他的手。。

或许现在不该想这个问题，顺其自然，要发生的毕竟还是会发生。。逃不了。把试考好，开开心心的去intern吧。。

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2011-04-23T16:32:00.002+08:00

finals is coming..and is just next week,but somehow i dun have the mood to study,because there's no accompany?or my heart is not here..when everyone is not free and not around..i understand that i shouldn't be back here so early..and should stay longer,so i dun need to stay here alone..but i know myself even im alone i need push n force myself to touch the book,notes..as i stay wih baby longer i can totally throw all of it behind..!!It sound im escaping but im when im at baby hse..a place where i can totally left everything behind..doing nothin,relaxing while lying on bed..sleep as much as i can without any bother..therefore, i choose to come back..atleast i can face the true..i still need to sit for finals..

YEE SOOK YAN,dun think so much..get the mood and go study..this is what u need n should do now..

好久之后

2011-04-13T14:26:00.002+08:00

好久好久都没有在不落格塔法时间了。。只个学期没什么时间，就连见宝贝也只是一个月一次，他算蛮体谅了，比起其他人或许已经吵翻天了。。真幸运有他在我身边支持我，不然我或许也不能熬到现在了！三年半的时间，就这么得过了。。真的过得好快哦。。下个学期，要去intern乐。。也不晓得，是情会变得如何？学业方面，感情方面。。突然觉得很多事情要面对，好累哦。。我看还是别想它吧。。先面对了考试在算咯。。。

Movies

2010-10-18T21:47:00.000+08:00

This sem break,did not been too out dated on catching movies..from the day back till now catch up few movies..not much just 2-3 movies..got 2 movies with baby,1 is devil at 1u together with baby,hui wen,Yvonne and her 2 another frens..then another was the chen zhen only watch with baby..at the bram mall..!!Then, the movie the hole is with mq, chin yee and chris at pyramid..pirahna watch as dvd with all cousins..had another movie detective dee with sis and km..and 2 cousin

3rd year anniversary~10.10.10

2010-10-11T14:46:00.000+08:00

Past 2 days did not end up happily with baby on phone..i thought of cancel the date with him,but some how is our anniversary..so,just move on..then, ask sis to bring me out so I can hang out with baby for our day..!!Km (sis’s bf) came to pick us up around 11 something,then headed to ss2 italian restaurant for brunch..while waiting for baby to pick me up..at the same time,I took some food as they ordered..!!

After baby reached, then he head to papa rich where nearby his house for lunch..through out eating and in the car we did not talk..till when back to his house for some rest,then only started talking..and back to normal with him..i know how much he love me and mean a lot to him as well..i really know and feel it too..ya=D,We wanted to have some rest but unfortunately we couldn’t..just because of me..keep on kacau-ing him,bully him and sayang him as well..haha^^

*baby, I know you don’t mind want rite?hehe…love u so much

Then, alarm rang once at 3pm..then drag n drag and about 3.30 plus..then we finally move out butt out and went to the mines..!!this is the first time baby going shopping with..im look for jeans that mum complaining to sis that 1 of my jeans..so I decided to look for jeans..went shop by shop,and finally found 1 but got problem with tat stupid pocket,then went some other places but I just think not worth for the price..go to the highest floor to look for phone,baby wane get himself another phone after his w580i KO adi..and he bought Samsung champ..a nice cute phone..

Thought of continue walking but need to meet sis at 9.30..scared to enough time to have out steamboat for dinner..therefore, went steamboat..only continue walking at jusco..had a great dinner with baby..the steamboat is nice..=)

before

After

Then,went jusco for another around shopping..but end up I still dint get myself anything..and baby got himself a phone..=D..at least at the end is still worth..have a great day..not forge to say happy anniversary my baby..muak..>3

Cheong k at neway,subang

2010-10-11T13:41:00.000+08:00

Sis purposely take off day to go cheong k with me..can’t wait to sing, sing, sing..till the max..suppose go lunch with mum and sis..then uncle called for lunch then I join uncle for lunch at kl..some where for pork mee soup..is nice..and tasty..yummy!!then, ask sis to pick me from uncle hse..cousin sis and bro joined as well..1^st time going cheong k with them..andrew sort of can sing..but jin did not sing that day..whole day sitting there.. and eat..haha,we sang till 6.45pm..then the people there stop the system..about 4 hours,consider not bad adi..!!Then,send jin n andrew back..and sis need to ready to go for km’s aunt birthday..dinner,and me had maggie as my dinner..after so long not eating..=)..had a fun time..today..

Outing with frens~2.10.10

2010-10-09T14:33:00.005+08:00

Went pyramid with chin yee, mq and chris today,luckily chin yee came to fetch me or else I also cant get to go out with them..!! after reached, went and buy movies tickets~the hole..then been to bbq plaza for lunch…then,we walked around..and chin yee say go play some games since we have about an hour before the movie start..!!For the movie the hole, as the comment just normal..nothin much..just things that u scared of will come to u..do u believe..hahaha…anyhow,is just a movie..later on,chin yee say go dinner..i did not had my dinner with them..but just sort of accompany..=)..even just s simple outing..but quite long dint met chin yee..she did not change much..just like the past..still ki sial..1..hahaha..

Weekend with families~ 2/10-3/10

2010-10-04T22:43:00.001+08:00

Saturday night, had bbq at 2^nd uncle house, all came even aunt and cousin sis~ying is here together wit her bf..that was the first time meeting her bf..and been about 10 years dint meet her already,kinda look abit different..consider fully families gathering..ler=)..happy happy..

Sunday, went breakfast~dim sum at seapark..then 1^st uncle sent cousin sis~hui xian to bangsar station to take bus back Singapore before back to 2^nd uncle house and others headed back to 2^nd uncle house at ss2..drag and drag..only decide and willing to move our butt up to sri kembangan look for land..planning to buy land to build house..well,I guess is still in planning..whose knows it might happen..right?hehehe…after that, we went IOI mall..had a small shopping..shop 2 singlet and mum also get 2 shirt for herself..then cousin sisi~jin..she finally bought singlet..hahaha=D,cant wait to see her wearing on it..!!when tea time at the the tarik place..about 6 then went dinner at the place kinrara..not sure the place name..that about the day..quite happy to go outing with families..^^…had a great day..

~home~

2010-10-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

I really nice to back home with mummy’s care, everything got mummy to get ready for me, so nice=D..so good, just sometimes she might be a little sensitive,,just hopefully everything will be alright at home..!!These few days did not do anything,been staying at home watching dramas..tml is Saturday,2^nd uncle house will be having bbq..sort of a belated birthday party for cousin sis~jin and families gathering as well..=D,guess mum will gonna be damn busy tml..and I sure need to help out some part..

End of semester~holiday..=)

2010-09-30T22:34:00.003+08:00

Last paper~trm..finally all 5 papers are done..im not sure I can pass through it..but wish I can..so scared n worry..!!between baby came to picked me up to back kl and fetch along Yvonne and hui wen..so happy,though that day he was at my hostel,he pissed me off..but after all I know he loves me..then,I cool down myself..When reached kl,dropped von and hui wen back to von hse, then we headed back to baby hse..and baby and his mum shocked me when they quarrel..really duno how to react..during the time, after that stay beside baby to comfort him..seeing him sad,I also feel the pain..hmmm,just hope it wont happen again..and he can understand what his mum did is for his own good as well as try to let go the past..love u baby,muakz>3

that night went movie~devil at 1u with hui wen and yvonne..and yvonne's fren join as well..That movie was just normal..but even like a horror movie..lol..!!Another date with baby on monday..went bram mall at kepong..had our lunch at wong kok,then sing k and movie~the legend of fist-chen zhen..=D..had a great day,thanks my love..

*baby,I know is hard for u to do so,but I believe u will try to let go..and look for the future k..miss u so much

my belated bday gift from baby..=)

This year birthday,final coming

2010-09-13T21:26:00.000+08:00

This year is my 21th birthday..but I dint get to celebrate with baby on the actual..he was at Redang during my bday and I was back to Kampar..as well..I supposed to go redang with baby,unfortunately I was home and that time mum will be at ipoh..so,too bad..sigh!!Anway, I had my Kampar gang to celebrate with me with my sick look,hahaha..though is not any special and only few of them..but really appreciate a lot..haha,guess what,I had a better cake this year compare to last year..thanks a lot^^,hehe..even though dint have celebration with baby,but I still get present from baby..and im ~waiting~ Hmmm..duno what baby giving me as present..so exciting..hoping the day come faster..

Well,when birthday is here..at the same time,final is coming as well..sigh,just hate it when come to the end of the semester..need to sit for the final,that alwiz make me worried the most..!!pray hard this semester goes smooth..i still get to continue with ptptn..please god...~pray~

22nd august~sis birthday

2010-08-30T21:25:00.000+08:00

This week back kl..purposely for sis..cause is her bday..km invited me for sis surprise party but I did not make it..not I cant get to go just I dun wanna go..!!Maybe im niggard.. but the way he said about me,is really pissed me off..so what he’s the bf ..like I care…I’ll still respect sis..but him,will depend on my mood of the day..Anyway,get sis a bday present~ the twilight storybook-break dawn(if not mistaken),then I thought I can actually met sis on her actual day..but then she told me that she got time limit..well,fine that..n it spoiled my mood that day..dun wanna care about it anymore..n just slept over..ish..................Whatever then..!!!Go enjoy whatever u’re happy with…I wont be bother…

Baby’s convo+pd trip,7-8/8/10

2010-08-10T13:38:00.000+08:00

Is month of august, and for me is week 10 ler, another 1 month then will be my final exam..so fast!!But before it come to the time, is my time to meet up baby..for his convocation and pd trip, this time is 2 day 1 night trip and only both of us..hehe=D,..went kl on Thursday night, baby asked me to accompany him to rawang on Friday but coz I wanna stay to do my assignment, even im not at Kampar but work must be done..before I go pd and back Kampar!!..On the Saturday, baby went to college first for preparation then around 2 something, me and his mum arrive his college and see him going up stage to accept the certificate. Though is not degree convo but is still proud to see baby’s grad..muakz, after its done then we headed to pd o,had a great time there with baby..so nice and enjoy..thanks my love1..

Mass comm prom night~27/7/10

2010-07-31T18:13:00.000+08:00

Went to prom night yesterday with Cathy,Hui Wen,Theresa and Yvonne..quite many of utarian went for the prom night that organized by mass comm. Society..Big V, Small V and Kueng Tak Involve in the committee,So..guess why all of us going..to give support I guess..haha,Overall was quite okay just some performance were bored..i was quite impress with the Indian dance performance..realize that Indians really can shake a lot..no matter girls or guys..not bad..then,there were this dance once of this girl wore a short dress..then while she dance the dress keep going up and guess what.the panty show up..look so terrible o..If im the the girl,for sure feel embarrassing that happen to show the panty and its on stage..oh gosh…!!They invited a local singer~lin kah jun to perform and may lim to be the mc of it..Anyway,congratez to them that the event is successful..=)

Meet up time with my sam baby~16-21.07.10

2010-07-24T18:04:00.000+08:00

Is time to meet up with baby ler..happy happy,though every 2 or 3 weeks will go his place but meeting him is always make me happy..!!This time,taking train with cathy cause she going kl too to celebrate her bf birthday as well..then the gang also going kl to shop for the up coming mass comm prom night..clothes..haha=D,I also meeting sis as well to get the dress from her..^^..!!At baby’s hse did not have much things to do beside sleep sleep and sleep..haha=D,shound like a pig..but I admit when I at his house,I really can sleep damn a lot..dunno why, just allow me to sleep as much as I can..shiok!!Then did went to jusco to shop my bras..baby got shocked and ask why I always need to shop for bras..hahah,cant help lol..bra not enough to wear sure need to buy lah..and whose ask gals need to wear bra..so cham..!!Well..meet up with baby just to reduce my miss toward him..and after back Kampar regain the miss again..so I could meet him another time..yoohoo..=)

10-11.07.10,cameron trip with friends

2010-07-17T12:20:00.004+08:00

Back from trip, it was nice..last sem went Cameron with baby,this time went with friends..it was quite a nice trip..though the day we reach rain..but at night was fine..the next days weather was quite good..been to the brinjang pasar tani..the old boh tea,tanah rata starbucks..!!Lack of time,so we do not been to much place..but overall still okay ar..hehe=D,coming week going baby’s place…hehe,waiting to meet him..miss so much

Finally

2010-07-09T22:55:00.000+08:00

Phew..finally everything ended..can let myself cool down abit..before the mid term comes..!!So,tml going Cameron with the gang-hui wen, Yvonne, big v ,small v and keung tak..but due to this trip, me n baby seem not happie with it..mayb is my own problem..i also not sure..haiz!!but anyhow,everything get to be fine..and next week then going kl to baby’s hse..that he wish so much..^^,then need to congrate baby that he got the job that he interviewed..and he say I might only start after meeting me next week..o!!Very soon I will get back to busy day again..then final and holiday..woohoo..waiting the time to come..faster come ler…hmmmmm,now need to pack my stuff for tml..=)..

Unlucky day

2010-07-07T17:09:00.001+08:00

Haiz,these 2 days really ‘hak zai’..yesterday call delivery the food so salty..then went to class..still okay..but till multimedia class end then reach home wanna download the alien that soh send me..but line so super slow..then went to hui wen’s hse..download adi..but dunno why cant make it properly then went to yvonne’s hse..luckily got her to help us..if not..also duno how..!!Then,reach outside went to wings for dinner..but damn it men..the food come so slow..from hungry till not hungry and become tired..so cham..then the food I ate so salty again..ishh..!!!geram betul..and luckily still gt abit luck..allow me to print my things 1^st before the pendrive corrupted..or else I also dunno..today sure cant get to hand up the asg..ler..phew..but make me cant send the asg to class rap on time.. but somehow send adi..today check..he seem dint receive..then I need to rush to lab and download it again..argg…why this happen to me..the worst part was just now,done the tutorial question wanted to go class..mana tau, the stupid lab computer cant plug pendrive duno wat administrator..then dint install printer,some more wanna open my mail n send so I can go other computer open..but the mail cant run..also duno what happen to me..when the bad will go…good luck can come..haiz…stop happen this kind of thing lah…tiring leh..!!!!

End of week 5

2010-07-03T16:46:00.000+08:00

End of week 5 adi..next week gt 3 asg due..and 1 mock up..i suppose doing asg now..but I have no idea how to do my alien for multimedia tool asg2..not sure whether the two-way asymmetrical theory can use for trm asg1..and fro crisis..our part seem okay but the stupid groupmate..till now still haven send me his part..really ‘gik sei’..ar!!!what to do…anyone can help me..??so stress….

I so wish to run away from all the asg and stay beside baby..doing nothing..just like last week..slp all day as I wan..out of class,out of asg…can return to me this kind of life..why study make us stress…cant it be simply..aiyo..!!wish week 6 can end faster..all asg and presentation end gt time to rest..before it continue those up coming once…

Last weekend

2010-06-29T16:41:00.000+08:00

Last week supposing meet up with baby, however uncle organized a family bbq dinner therefore I decided to go back home than go baby’s place..i know baby were so sad and maybe is my fault too did not ‘tam’ back my love1..and he got so pissed off..till we got quarrel and those days at home v did not text each other..!!So, this week I went to his place and meet up with him..take night train to kl..

On that night was not so good..gt quarrel again..till the next day only get better..maybe everytime when last for some time not meeting up..then fight will happen..really dislike it..but is there any way to overcome it?!!but everytime I meet up with baby im not regret..but it only tell me how much I miss him..and release all my love and miss to him..muakz>3…hehehe=)..

190610~bbq@father's day

2010-06-20T14:48:00.000+08:00

sushi making day+fries..^^

2010-06-05T13:17:00.000+08:00

day b4 back kampar..

2010-05-29T23:00:00.000+08:00

Friday was Wesak day,therefore dad did not work and mum ask to go supermarket with her so i can choose what i still need to bring back kampar..So,first went Subang Carrefour follow by Kelana Jaya Giant...Before head back home drop by at caring pharmacy at sea park..to get my facial..unfortunately its rain heavily and cause us wet a little..!!Then, night went tropicana city with sis and cousin sis..and i get 2 another 2 top..so unlucky cant find short pants..so sad..Then, went ktz at ss2 to have dessert..!!I order mango Loh and cousin order strawberry Loh..then sis have something else rather than had Loh..Suddenly think of eating mash potato then sis get km to make for us and therefore i decided to stay at cousin place..!!=)..went home and take some stuff then sis back to cousin house to had her shower and v went km house at kota damansara..if not mistaken..haha..when back,sis let me drive back..i know i drive quite slow..but enjoy..guess need to start driving when go baby house and during holiday..to train the driving skill...

mango Loh

strawberry Loh

cousin sis~jin

Saturday,3 of us again to went shopping..then went to have korean food that i haven try b4 and sis say there's a nice place of korean food at kota damansara..so she ask km..along and 4 of us..had lunch at the restaurant name ~ arisu..!!Well..it was not that bad as i thought..guess will have another time if got chance..its not a bad try..thanks sis..!!

there are more doll at the side but only take 2 of it..

Then v headed to lowyatt..to search for the media channel for mum..since she's bored at home get her that so she can watch drama..that i have download..from sis..!!beside, i also get a pendrive myself and 1 for mum..easier to function that the whole hdd..hehe,then we went snowflake at subang to have dessert..is very nice..but just when we having the dessert it was haevy rain outside..make us so cold..eating with ice..haha..but like it..^^..cooling..and shiok..!!I need to get printer ink..so v back to pj and go digital mall..been so long dint go there adi..and back there seem so weird..but anyhow..i get what i want..then okay adi o..gona stay another night so need to back home to make sure im totally done packing and get some stuff to cousin place..so,sis drop cousin sis back home and back to our own house to pick me for dinner..and we went ss2 'long sifu if not mistaken..hehe..the food so so ler..is shanghai food..

i like this the most..*wee*

This is not my type..

'zhu cheong fun'

this is like kueyteow..kinda special..

Another weekend be4 i back kampar..

2010-05-24T14:31:00.002+08:00

Saturday,was at home the whole afternoon..then evening,do a little packing to gonna overnight at cousin's house..went dinner at kepong with family and cousins..then back home get my stuff and headed back to SS2..where cousin stay..!!Around 11:15,sis's friend came to pick us up for movie at Tropicana city..for iron man2..not as bad as what people comment about the movie..still okay ar..of cause iron man2 and ip man2 are different type of movie..cant really compare..so,both have the nice and interesting part..!!

Sunday,was tiring..due to period pain woke up quite early..which actually do not have enough sleep..then took 1 tablet of panadol..and feeling better..!!Then me and sis get ready and go tapao dim sum for cousins..,after done eating then back home to pick up mum and dad and went to 1u for shopping..=),been quite long did not go shopping with parents adi..though is tiring but still not bad..ar..hehe..aafter 1u then tecso..to get some stuff for me to bring back kampar..!!Reach home about 5 something then me n sis went jaya33~grocery to get something and back to cousin place to pick them for dinner..n the dinner place is murni..such a long time not been eating there..well,the food there still nice but place have been limited..by police..so sad..but their business still very good..lots of customer..not bad..hahaha=D...had a great time today..thx to sis..happie..

dinner at Marco's pizza

2010-05-16T00:14:00.002+08:00

Is saturday and suprisingly did not been any where..just stay at home and watch dramas..then 6pm sis came over to pick me n mum to cut hair and cousin sis follow too..!!Sad to say we waited for 2 hours to get our turn to cut the hair..haiz..so bored..and hungry..After done cutting,mum asked us to go 1st..she ask dad to pick her up..so,3 of us went back to pick cousin bro and headed to dinner..LOL..let my cousin sis 'gik chan'..she keep asking me where to go for dinner..and coz im not alwiz here so they ask me to think..!!Then,end up decided to have pizza for dinner and the place sis decide to go kelana jaya~Marco's pizza..that opposite the LRT station..the food there so so only..next week will be more nice food..hehe,waiting~~~~~^^

dinner at grand kampar~06.05.10

2010-05-08T00:07:00.000+08:00

After study the whole afternoon..me, hui wen and von go out for dinner...we been thinking where to have our dinner and we realize no where is nice actually..haha,then decide to go grand kampar for dinner..and hui wen been there for their set dinner and she said not bad..so,we went there..3 dishes 1 each of us had a bowl of soup..though the soup is super oily but got soup then consider not bad adi ler..hehe=)..!!

MINE

HUI WEN'S RICE

VON'S RICE

Final coming..

2010-04-26T23:01:00.002+08:00

This week is study week..normally it will be about 1 week..but unfortunately i do not have 1 week..just about 4-5 days only,so sad..!!!Final timetable out adi and my timetable seem suck..3oth april will be my 1st paper~Media planning,then follow by 3-5 may straight..for Prw, emc and pm..and last paper fall on the 8th~sociology!!..Its good to end early but so pack..haiz,hopefully everything go smooth..After exam,will be going baby's hse for few days b4 headed back to home..and going on the 12th till 30th back kampar...!!So,not so bad rite..hahaha=D..But Final haven start yet,im adi thinking what i wanna do after final..wanna go update my movies,Ip man2 and Iron man2..then go for a little shopping,then go cheong k..so long dint sing adi..haha...and also meet up my besties~pohz..cant wait cant wait...faster end lah..aiyo...!!Before my dream come true..need to get back to study ler..hmmmm

Press conference^well done..

2010-04-23T21:47:00.004+08:00

Today still have another 4 groups to present the press conference,my group is one of the group among 4..past 2 days we went back campus for rehearsal,sin yee was so worried on our press conference..and get her easy to get angry..!!But we believe the hard work to do is not been waste..and is proven we did a best job today...Ms Gan praise us as the best group of the week..woohoo..so happy nia..hehe^^..thanks to those helper;the 3 the bodyguard~ Croix, Desmond and Brendon;5 reporter~ Hui Ru, Elaine, Bcoz, Eric and Chong yen..thanks so much!!...

taken few pictures after the press conference..will be more picture to upload..

Cameron trip 16-18 April 2010

2010-04-21T11:11:00.008+08:00

Had a great trip with baby...and the family..hehe..thanks my love..muakz>3

overall..

2010-04-11T11:27:00.003+08:00

That day(fri), Yvonne received a call from ms Suzanne that ask her to meet her during the hour which around 6:45pm..she was free during that hour..I was curious why suzanne will asked Yvonne to meet her..well, Yvonne said she did email her for consultation about the op(oral presentation)..i suppose Yvonne did not let it go and insist for the 2nd presentation..but never thought she will actually email to Suzanne..and now Cathy have to give out step because if this...!!Because of this matter,the relationship got worst..Well,i have no comment on it already..been tired of talking about this problem..and now finally,Yvonne get what she wants..as will gonna present for the 2nd time on Wednesday..Just i realize 1 thing which she's such a person that willing to do anything as long she wants it and do not really care about other people's feeling....this will be the last time of doing assignment together....

2 and half year

2010-04-10T11:10:00.000+08:00

He's my love 1 that accompany so 2 and half year..being with through out my hard time and stay happy when i'm happy too..hehe,no matter what,he'll just stay beside me and give support to me..I can stay up till now in Uni because of him,my baby...!!Between the time we been through, for sure it have argument, but we pass through and go out the life again..I know,i mean a lot to u as well..u mean a lot to me too..I ALWAYS STAY BESIDE YOU AND LOVE U..ya,MUAKZ>3....waiting for our 3 years anniversary..your love, Lou poh zai..

BUSY WEEKS

2010-04-09T11:09:00.002+08:00

Not been writing for some time,in the past few weeks been busy with assignment,presentation and finally left 2 more presentation to go then will be final...went to baby's house last week..then back Kampar and prepare for yesterday presentation..in 1 day got 2 presentation..will got us mad,especially me, Cathy and Theresa..in the morning we had emc presentation then afternoon got sociology presentation...and due to emc,we lack of prepare for sociol,thank god still not so bad..and can scope with it..!!But for emc,we totally gone..get scolded from the lecturer in front of the class and after the class..We been so stress up cause of her subject and end up..we only get scolded and low marks..haiz..really speechless..

Due to the suck presentation,lecturer mention to give us another chance..and with this matter,Cathy,Theresa,Yvonne all got anger and a little quarrel..guess,it wont be 2nd time to work as the same group..Yvonne and Hui Wen is totally different type of people as me,Cathy and Theresa..and i also scared the way and attitude she do work..!!really suck....and In the end,after a talk between Cathy and Yvonne the 2nd presentation will not happen..I also don't know is this the right choice of the group..at the beginning why we messed up the 1st time of presentation...???Is all our fault..cant blame any..though

yew bday on 22 feb

2010-03-09T09:39:00.006+08:00

Belated post to yew....during her bday..

~the birthday gal~

priss n yew

mq n yew

the toy look so cute..rite?hehe

重修旧好。。。hmmm

2010-03-09T00:03:00.002+08:00

是不是心已不在

分手两个字才会出现？

是不是意已不再

才难以回答？

到底是心软了

还是仍存爱意？

好乱啊。。

不愿回答‘不’

是哭声打乱了呢

还是仍然不愿意的放下？

心情仍然未平复

怪怪的。。

不晓得到底哪里不爽

哪里不对

还没能像以前一样似的！！

真的能忘掉不开心的事？

而往前看吗？

有些事或许不能

但我们的事或许可以

不是吗？

心还有对方

就应该不是问题

仍然可以努力维持

不管将来是怎样

既然已经决定了

当作给彼此

多一次机会

那就不要想太多了吧！

但愿此事不会再发生，也不要发生了！！

............

2010-03-08T11:09:00.002+08:00

What's the matter????I suppose just a small matter..and yet you want to argue about it.!!All the while,i've been answering call the same way,what's so big deal that makes you think i seem not polite..??because of this we not been talking for 2 days!!n whats you purpose on posting up those messages..?

i can't slp today... due to unwanted reason. my soul and mind is tired. my heart is pain. i wanted to discontinued this relationship.. i can't bargain with this suffer anymore.. i wanted to let go so badly........(1st post)

i wont care anymore u die is ur problem.. that all(2nd post)
u r very fucking stubborn donno where even u wrong say respect respect.. fk ur respect.. i donno y i even choose u this fucking stuborn person in the 1st place..(3rd post)

So, with your post..are trying to tell me you wanna break up?If you think you're right..then go ahead with your decision..no point to hold up if in your mind you have such thinking..and feeling..tired,pain,suffer..

2010-03-07T11:22:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went dinner with hui wen..then after dinner v went check out bag in 1 of the new town shop~jim fashion if nt mistaken the name..hehe,then saw this bag that i saw online..then i ask the aunt there then it has 2 colour..black n grey!!..after a look then i chosen the black 1 instead of the grey,i think black is suit for all kind of dressing..n all..and besides,hui wen also bought a pink mini sling bag..that she finally have a pink bag..wahaha=D..after that v went to qbox n saw elaine working there..while chit-chatting then i get myself 3 pairs of earrings..happie happie..=)....and went for a funny session on yamcha with big v,elaine,ricky,huiwen,yvonne and huiru..=)

this is the bag i bought..^^

pic during cny..

2010-02-24T23:38:00.003+08:00

芬表姨的小儿子~俊哲

（帅哦。。）

FEBRUARY~CNY

2010-02-21T18:08:00.005+08:00

Such a long long time did not update my blog..kinda lazy and lazy to update..Well,is february..let's see whats going in the month..beginning of feb had nothing..went to baby's hse to give accompany before the CNY..with due to the CNY, it will be a long time i wont get to meet up wit baby..!!Follow by back pj on the 11th for CNY reunion dinner..which on the 13th..that day aunt came to join us for the dinner,she did not get to off during CNY..On the 1st day of CNY..will be my only day to take vegetarian..through out 365 days..wahaha=D..luckily..then, mum relative came and also dad's fren~Michael uncle and the wife..!!We did some packing as well..for the following day to back gopeng~mum's hometown..on the 2nd day of CNY..!!

At gopeng, on that day itself..we play mahjong all the time with cousins and uncle..dis time i did not lose much money..only RM3..lol...(is still money)....around evening, 1st uncle and the family back to tanah itam(guess spell correctly) which some where ipoh...i think=)...the following days also do nothing..and mahjong only loh..haha

Then, on the 4th day of CNY another 2 uncle also back kl ler..and as well as sis too..she need to work adi..so she follow 2nd uncle back..then dad n mum came back from jiu gon hse and pick me to 8th yi poh hse..at simpang pulai..to eat tong shui..at night v went dinner together at green town~dunno wat english..the restaurant name..but i know is beside the cafe of green town..1st time take western food with parents..well,as known mum doesnt like to take western food..n she's the typical chinese food fans..consider..hehe

After that these 2 days also stay at grandma hse and sit in front of comp..then night went to jiu gong hse..then back grandma hse slp o..nothing special ler..and today woke up early for break 1st..and whole day stomach not well..s when break1st also did not eat much..just 1 bowl of mee..only and a peice of mango..till parents send me back to kampar..!!Back kampar then clean up my room and stuff..and so so ler..that's all for FEBRUARY...

WISH EVERYONE HAPPIE CNY...

blood donation on 20th..

2010-01-21T16:36:00.000+08:00

Is a intake,so red cross society organize blood donation for students to donate their blood to helps..therefore yvonne and i went to donate as well..we went during the 2 and half hrs break so incase it drag the time atleast v have much time b4 4pm lecture class..hehe=).. Is alwiz a good experience and good to donate blood..it will have anOther 1 on may intake..will go again..hehehe..

awhile waiting my no to be call

wah..the needle to 'big'..

done..need some rest

1st day of class on the 18th

2010-01-18T23:51:00.000+08:00

Here comes the new semaster,new intake..had the 1st class of the day which pengajian malaysia..and guess what,1st day of class only the relief lecturer told us that our class will close down due to the actual lecturer resign or something..therefore,she gave us 3 slot of time which under her whereby another 4 slot of time with another lecturer..!!This week was the 1st week of class,there's a blood donation campaign held in heritage hall at block A..Thought of going but class ended too early so,we went back home and went to uni again around 12 something to attend media planning class..Thinking how would the class be..yet still need to do things like av.aiyo..sien lah like that..media planning class end at 3 then back home ler..is always excited with the 1st day of class but afterall,had nothing special thou..hahaha..=D,this sem i have 1 day off which on tuesday..so only attend class for 4 days..but also very tiring..!!Well,tomorrow is tuesday and can off ler..happy..hehehe but going pasar early morning with hui wen and yvonne by bee kim's car..the church sister..that's all loh..

orientation week for registration~11th,12th

2010-01-15T01:13:00.006+08:00

Last wednesday which on 6th,went back kampar due to orientation on the 11th and 12th,helping for registration..because of this mum was mumbling few times..but atlast i also get to back kampar..then meet up with becoz,yvonne,hui wen,chong yen,big v for dinner..!!On the next day,woke up around 7 something to attend the briefing for our duty during the orientation..we need to know to to work on the sytem to register the newbies..for the following days also need to back campus to help out on packing goodies and place them to each counter with the amount needed...!!Here comes to monday which on 11th,was registration day for degree student and 12th was foudation students..it was as much people as the committe expected..Its really quite few..compare to may intake..guess is alwiz have big different between january intake and may intake..Well,guess everyone knew it though..!!Through out the event,it may be tired that need to wake up super early..but it still have the fun time ar..get to experience it..after dis sem then will be another intake again during may..it will have another orientation again..!!yvonne say wanna join again..hahaha..thinking about it..let's see how ler..There are some pictures took went v done our job..keke=p

becoz,yvonne,hui wen,elaine

yvonne,becoz,hui wen,meng yang and elaine

elaine and hui wen

hui wen,yvonne and chloe

yvonne,becoz,peggy and kuan tat

becoz and chloe

bbq night at jo's hse..2/01/10

2010-01-04T16:29:00.000+08:00

Just feeling great meeting up with the gang again..^^..had a great night that day..
*pictures represent the words..hehe

ale

laura,henry,km,nicole

ys is on tv..hahaha..

nicole,km,jo-lyne

haha,jolene gt her peace..

enjoying the game..

chay zane,jolene,jy,henry,sh,theo,deepa,nicole,ale,cl

seh yong's bro,deepa,henry,theo

chay zane,jy,deepa

New year eve..

2009-12-31T23:44:00.000+08:00

Just normal and had a great chat wid poh yee..luckily i still have her to chat wid and not being alone..hahaha...beside,i knew baby will here for me..even he's not beside me..!!2009 is gonna end and here comes 2010..In 2009,i have a great year compare to 2008..mayb because through out the whole year most of the time im at kampar and at the same times chances to meet up baby been more..is kinda happie for it..Iwish in the coming year 2010,my studies will be better with my hard work..relationship with baby is getting even better and will have less quarrel..more sweet memories..in times and hoping that baby get his dream come true to study at oversea..!!For sis,may she get more pay,haha..so,she can spend me too..she and ts last...Guess will be that's it..MAY EVERYONE HAVE A BETTER YEAR IN 2010..HAPPY NEW YEAR=)

27th dec

2009-12-28T21:45:00.001+08:00

Is baby's 21th birthday..On that day,meet up with baby early morning..due to i need to follow sis to work as reason to meet up with him..!!Back to the day,,after baby pick me up,went back to his house before meeting up the aunt and the cousins for breakfirst..He wanted to open his birthday present and belated chrismas gift from me and sis...!!Overall,he quite like the pressie i gave him..and of course..cause is from me..hahah=D..Between,im also glad..baby like it too..After,breakfirst..we went back to baby's place and take some rest with both wake up too early..then around 1 something,we heaeded to kepong for our lunch..had a great lunch at Bel Pasto Italian Restaurant..the food there is quite nice..but forget to take pictures on the food we ate..besides the desert..Then went to times square for movies~zombieland..Before its time,we walk around times square..!!The movie~Zombieland was quite funny thou it had some part frighten me..and after movie..baby drop me at jaya one and wait sis to pick me up..!!Through out the dates,im happie and i hope baby happie too..

IS 09 XMAS..

2009-12-25T01:16:00.002+08:00

IS XMAS..AND THIS YEAR WILL BE AS USAL LIKE PREVIOUS YEAR..NOT GOING ANY CELEBRATION..OR OUTING..DURING XMAS..!!SINCE PAST 2 YRS..I BEEN NOT CELEBRATING WID BABY..THAT'S WAS COZ MUM DOESNT LIKE HIM AND I GET OUT EVEN HE CAN DRIVE BUT MUM NT ALLOW..WELL..IM NOT SAD COZ OF THIS..AS POH YEE TOLD ME..I MUST ALWIZ TRUST BABY LOU GONG ZAI..N ALWIZ..LOVE HIM SO MUCH..!!

HEI PEOPLE..MERRY XMAS YA..

my boy=)

2009-12-14T23:50:00.002+08:00

who is he??he's my boy..the 1 i love so much..just miss him so much..so wanna post him out =p,he is the 1 that will hold me up no matter im sad or happie..disappointed..he'll alwiz be there for me..nothing i ask for he will reject..!!he just sayang me so so much..muakz..he just so lovely...heheh^^make me fall deep love with him..baby,i will be by ur side too..ya,hug

2009-12-09T22:32:00.000+08:00

Watch from baby..~is a couple watch^^

wah..2 colour in our hand..i look fairer..keke=P

2009-12-07T22:02:00.000+08:00

Back to kampar again..after reach kampar..then starts to clean up my drawer and the boxes..then when i clean up the box out..found a stupid cockroach inside the box and coz the whole box smelly..damn men..!!then i called mum and ask how can i clean up the box n things..then she told me those that can wash then wash it..the box use wet cloth to wip it..and put it under the sun..to dry it!!hate the cockroach so much..ishh..is there any way wont have cockroach..??haiz..hopefully after sem break..wont get to see it ler..if not also duno how..nt everytime i will get to kill the cockroach myself leh...!!!

25th nov-3th dec

2009-12-03T21:32:00.000+08:00

These 1 week+ was back home..parents went for aunt's(dad's sis) feneral..then i follow them back to pj..since there's nothing in kampar..and dint wanna stay there and also guess no class will wanna go..so,decided to back..!!back home ntg much..just stay home and did some studies for final..this sem only have 1 paper..which is japanese..and luckily it fall on the12th dec..so gonna have a long holiday..heheh^^..Decide adi after japanese paper will take train back home straight..im waiting..hehhe...going back kampar tml..and going for cousin's wedding..on sat..loh..this time sis did not follow back..o..

hope kampar 2nd anniversary~14 nov

2009-11-15T15:23:00.001+08:00

steamboat..>dinner

2009-11-09T14:02:00.000+08:00

Had a great steamboat with roomate and housemate..early morning,they woke up and went market to buy those ingredient..as i thought of going with them but guess laye last did not sleep well..had a little headache so i decided not to go..and continue sleeping..!!Well,headache make me felt uncomfortable..so woke up around 8 something then went for brush up and shower..then roomate and houseate back from market..maybe it dun look much thing..of what they bought..but went we prepare the steamboat for dinner..then it seem quite alot..we scare not enough but..haha,3 of us finish all the food..not bad right..HEHEHE=D...know what this was the first time had dinner with roomate~yiwen and housemate~xinying...!!In th following days we might have more to go..^^

Penang trip 31/10-1/11~picture represent all the words..

2009-11-02T16:22:00.000+08:00

1 word i can say is enjoy the whole trip..coz i have baby wid me..

might go again..hehe=D

on the ferry when back..

view from kek lok si..

is dragon..my baby zodiac

snake is mine...wahaha

rat is jie jie..=P

mua chee~so nice..

this asam laksa nt bad..

this pic without camera men~darek

walking to gurney plaza

gurney street..

my baby so enjoy..wahaha=D

theresa's bday celebration..

2009-10-29T00:44:00.001+08:00

WOULD LIKE TO WISH HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO MS.THERESA which her bday fall on 26 OCT~MY CLASSMATE&GROUPMATE&BELOVED FRIENDS....HAVING HER WITH US BRING LOTS OF LAUGH AND FUN..FULL OF JOY AND SMILE..THANKS TO HER..!!WISH SHE HAVE A GREAT BDAY..WITH HER BF..here's a small belated bday celebration for her

..Theresa..

kena cake..look..

YEAH

Theresa's scary face..haha

'Im lovin it..'

Hol end..but class starting..

2009-10-18T22:05:00.000+08:00

Its time to back kampar..coz holidays end..just 2 n half weeks pass just like that..it seem nothing happen and been doing nothing..in this 2 1/2 weeks..SOme how..did not have any arguement with mum during the holidays..we communicate well even though she will mumble but i guess compare to previous 1,this time is have been much better adi..guess so,it can consider a good thing..but unfortunately,there're still bad news i receive..which is sis broke up with the bf..Im not sure izit really a good thing for both of them..im not saying that sis did not do anything wrong but i think both need to take responsible for the relationship..Anyway,i wish sis and ts can be happie alwiz..=),..

Now,im at kampar..tml i have class at 930am..and the 1st class is japanese tutorial..seem excited but also kinda worry..i know nothing about this language,,even use to watch jap drama,animation..but now feel so odd..and dint espect that i will study jap men..hahaha=D,redicurious rite?but i know anything possible happen..so,let's begin the new life again..hehe...hopefully tml class will be fine...all the best loh..

2nd weekend since back from kampar

2009-10-11T22:44:00.003+08:00

Is was saturday,and was over night at uncle's hse..it has pro and cons though..it was good coz was my anniversary wid baby..2 years man..!!I also cant imagine..but its very happie..for both of us..Im glad,v still can maintain our relationship after 2 years..and is because it was the anni..then early in the morning,i woke up and get my shower and had break1st..then,get myself ready and wait for sis to pick me..and i follow her back to office as baby will pick me from sis office..hehe,so sweet of him>3..!!When reach sis office,she wants me to meet her colleague..then i go in n met them.and kinda za dou..was they say i look mature than sis..coz i have a mature face..haha.LOL,after then v went back to baby's hse..even thou,we did not go anywhere..but as long v can spend time meeting each other is enough..muakz..some more the time v met is not really long so wanted to watch movie but duno wat time i need to leave so cancel loh..!!Then when to pyramid and searh for more inner wear..and i get a jeans skirt there..unfortunely i tHink i need to keep fit a lilttle..in order to look nice in wearing the skirt..gambatte..dis week onwards..need to control my food adi..!!At night had dinner wid cousins and sis at seapark kfc..damn long dint eat kfc adi..o..then v headed to tropicana city for movie~G-force..haha,as can say the story line not really attractive but is really damn funny...laugh,laugh and laugh in the cinema only..akakak=D..after movie..sis send us back,had shower take some rest and went to bed..that's the day of mine..

Today is sunday,woke up at around 10 somethin then chill for while with a cup of coffee and watch tv..took my lunch around 11 somehing and had my shower..was planning to go kl if mum not joining us for shopping..and end up we go on with our plan which head to time square..bought 2 pants at fortune..and belt..then,go to digi center and pay the bill of mine and babys'..as he asked yesterday..then,no where else to go plan to drop by mid valley but after that sis ask whether wana eat potatos salad..so went to km's hse~sis fren at tropicana then he was making it so waited for sometimes then v left around 5 something about 6..she send me to aunt hse as she's going dinner with her fren,so i join aunt for dinenr at ss2 open air mamak..but i ate porriage as my stomach nt feeling so well..and wanna take something nt so oily..but end up still eat alot..then sis back with a tiramisu cake..and the cake taste quite nice..according from her,it was kepong..1 of the restaurant..hahaha=p..then pack my things and and back to my hse..it can say that i have a great weekends..but i dun seem really happie duno y..espeacially today..hmmmm,next week going back kampar ler..

dinner at hanazen

2009-10-05T13:01:00.000+08:00

Had a great dinenr at hanazen..this japanese restaurant located at section 17,jaya one..is food is really nice..is more recommanded in set..than sushi..is a good try..^^thanks ts for spending..as my belated bday present o..hehe..just thanks so much..

mooncake festival dinner

2009-10-04T23:58:00.000+08:00

It was the mid-autum festival,also name as mooncake festival..and was held at my house..all uncles and the family came along together wid grandma..but 3rd aunt and the daughter were not joing due that both of them went back gopeng..for the festival.. I guess all of us had a great time on that day..taking pictures and chit chatting.. !!They went back around 11 sometHing..then i finish the clean up and had my beautiful shower..and that's about the the day of mid-autum festival dis year..^^

others were sitting outside~chit chating

this is wat v take after the dinner...

All watchin tv

all busy bluetooth pics..

every1 doing their own things..

Family pic..

*there are few of the family members were

nt inside the pic*

my new look..

2009-10-03T23:28:00.000+08:00

Short Hair look..haven really try on short hair..

If really nt good then might change back to long hair..

hahaha...So,see how will it be after that..^^

holiday...back home

2009-09-29T23:35:00.002+08:00

Yor..today finally exams end..is time to go back home for sem break..=),seem only 1 sem bsck home once..normally it should be exciting..but somehow,feelin kinda weird..anyway,i think just a past through..after a while then the feeling will gone and the exciting feeling will back..waiting to see sis tml..miss her so much..then dis time back homw can celebrate moon cake festival ler..dis year cny were not at home..cant eat mummy's cook food..so miss...!!then tml back home then can eat ler..hehehe,yeah yeah..then duno that little teddy bear how adi leh..should grow adi ler..mum said now he sit walker adi..then seem to be talketive o..hahaha..hopefully tml reach home still get to see him lah..dis sem need to plan how to pass my time..dun wanna get bored at home o...hmmmm

对不起

2009-09-22T13:36:00.002+08:00

觉得自己很自私
只为了一个留言
就要不得宝贝把照片换掉
好像都没有顾虑他的感受似的！！
那么烂的女朋友
有何用？？
和我一起
就逼不得已要偷偷摸摸
还不如一个贼

我可以怎样
才可以保护到宝贝的心灵
不想他为了我而受到伤害
很想去保护他
让他觉得温馨
可是这两年来
我好像都只有伤害

除了对不起
也只有对不起

一万个对不起
也许也挽回不了
那些无影的伤害
我的一句话
你就把全部的东西
变回原位

突然
心很痛
有如把你从高山拉下
跌得很伤
我已经不晓得
可以说什么
无言了。。。。

wel..

2009-09-22T00:18:00.002+08:00

These 2 days is raya holiday, therefore it does have any exam for these 2 days..but and also coz of this,exam postpone and my last paper fall on 29th..so sad..!!Mayb i should be glad that i do not have any paper that join straight for the whole week..at least there are still break in between..=),so i still have 3 more papers to go then will have my sem break ler..!!Im finally going back home..no matter how parents mumbling and so on..pj is still my home..the place that i born too..It might nt get to hold up those nugging but what to do,they are my parents...

This time i need to take my own transport to back pj..and after chatting wid sis then i decided to take train back myself..since anyhow i still need to take public transport back..might nt i get a comfortable and cheaper as well..the way i know to back home..hehehe=D..Now,think about sem break..so excited..wanna see how's the taddy bear..even 2 months l8r then he will nt coming adi..but at least have him at home now,then wont be too bored thou..haha..

Guess need to plan properly how ami gona spend my dis sem break..need think how am i gona celebrate 2 yrs anni wid baby..and meet up amy they all..so long dint see them adi...by the way,need to work hard for the up coming 3 papers..and wait to be free...yeahoo...

exam week

2009-09-18T10:16:00.002+08:00

This whole month is consider exam month..exam started and my 1st paper was on 14,some even on the 11..im glad i did not start my exam on the 1st day and end on the last day...!!Therefore,my last paper is on 29..and im not sure when im goin back pj..mum did not let me know,i guess this weekend they coming and i will get my answer on how am i goin back..Well,this time till the end of the day will only left me and yew here..mostly also finish exam and back ler..same goes to har..next sem she will not be here till next yr only she's back..to kampar..ler!!!Now,waiting for holiday..hehehe,l8r having my 3rd paper..then will left 3 more to go..yeah yeah

pics my bday

2009-09-12T16:28:00.005+08:00

the cake they bought me...is durian cake

har

(too dark adi..cant really see)mq n mc

har,yew

my 1st bday at kampar..

2009-09-11T21:50:00.002+08:00

My first time celebrate my birthday at kampar..i suppose is a great time bday even i had early celebration with baby..really a great time with baby..so sweet and wonderful!!Today, yew,mq and har help me celebrate my bday..im so happie..and they bought me a durian cake that i wish to get..since after form 2,i had not been recieve another durian cake..But this year i finally have 1..they remember my word on i mention i like durian cake yet it doesnt had a great time on the cake as yew and mq do not like to eat durian..and coz of my bday..they take it..i appreciate so much..but i do not need like tat..!!Im happie adi they're here for my bday..i dun need to them to force eating the cake that they dun like..feel so sry..!!As long if my next yr bday im here then cake will nt appear again..i rather v just had dinner then eatin cake........

my early bday with baby..^^

2009-09-11T17:40:00.007+08:00

*PICTURE WERE TAKEN AT BUKIT TINGGI AND GENTING
even did not have any cake or present..but spending time wid baby is the best present for..i love u

like the swan feather so much

guess which 1 is my leg..hehehe^^

*muakz*

assual of me

2009-08-28T14:01:00.002+08:00

Is merdeka week..most of the students went back hometown coz monday is holiday,but for me not much different thou, i doesn't have class on monday..so just as usual for me..!!This is good for the others that need to attend class from monday till friday or even saturday..Im lucky that monday class ricky help us to shift to tuesday and saturday class Ms Norazimah change to tuesday as well..So,i only have class from tuesday till friday..!! I dont mind the class is pack but atleast got time to rest then will be fine..!!So fast come to the end of trimester..1 sem just past like that..it seem like been doing nothing,but actually was quite busy with asg,just time flies..When is come to the end of semester,people around will light up their lights till late night because this mean that final is around the corner..break we can enjoy,need to pass through a hard time..to prove that we do not pass the whole sem with nothing..!!my heart now so confused..haiz,when talk bout home is so pathetic..but wat can i do..hmmm...forget about it men!!..no comment

~SPEECHLESS~

2009-08-26T00:12:00.001+08:00

ever im black hearter
but honestly
i did not wish ur come
i just wan a quiet time
through out the whole month
nothin to happie
beside feeling stress
and ONLY stress
comfortable feeling
nt ever here anymore
is typically different
compare to others
how u carry out
is not wat i wan or wish too
communication failed
end up wat i get
scolded,sad,break heart
trust lost
feeling gone
everything is not longer here
seem meaningless adi
is have nothin for me to care
watever u wan
just go ahead
im not gona bother

p/s: nt about me n bf..=)

wishes to sis

2009-08-22T12:01:00.002+08:00

she's my lovely sis..This pic is not the latest..1..just took 1 of the pic..!!Wanna wish her happie birthday and have a wonderful day..take k..i love u my sis..hugz..

really dun understand..

2009-08-22T11:43:00.002+08:00

Just a week,i got 3 calls from both parents..i know they're worried about my ptptn thingy..once i cant get the loan..i can be consider cant further up my studies adi!!All of these i also understand and i knew it..I know they have been worried about me the moment i came to kampar to study..thInking that can i survive over here and so on..that's im tryin my best to prove i've grow up through so long..i know what is important and i care about their feelings..that's only i decide to settle my things myself..if not necessary i wonld not ask help from them even sis and bf..!!Am i really cant get confident from your..im trying to tell your that im not longer a kid..im 20 this year..SIGH!!!Depress everytime talked to them...

Amy bday

2009-08-20T17:44:00.000+08:00

I WOULD LIKE TO WISH ONE OF MY FREN~AMY CHIN HAPPIE 23TH BIRTHDAY

She was the closer friend during foundation period..both of us always hang out..to shop,to eat...!!After she shift coll..then our meet up been lesser..and even now im at kampar..even lesser to meet up with her..not even msn..been almost a yr not meeting her..hopefully the upcoming sem break i get to meet up with her..=)miss her..haha..!!today is her bday..may she have a great day and i know her bf came to meet her..wish u enjoy..happie bday

the important 1 to me

2009-08-18T21:30:00.003+08:00

He's the one that i always love and care..maybe it might be a little stupid if so fast set up who you wanna be with by forever..or maybe ppl may think cant be forever..just for now!!what i know by now is no matter how, he's alwiz the 1 that be by my side..and after about 2 yrs been together..i believe, no matter what i need n wants..as long he can do it for me..he will..!!Im not gona bother whether family agree my relation with him..as long as sis support me..im fine with everything..nothing is more important than both of them..!!i love them so so much..cant imagine if i do not have them in my life..thank god..thank you so much..give me the chance to meet my love..during working time..hehe=)apreciate it alot..hugz

care=nothing

2009-08-18T12:31:00.002+08:00

what is home to me??i duno
when the moment i saw my exam timetable
i was so pissed about the management..
drag my time for so long
coz i waited to go home when sem break come

But since yesterday called
home is nothing to me..
my heart has gone
not longer be there
feeling not good at all

ever you think im each person
then nothing to be explain..
since is like that
is not any important
whether do i care

happie but...

2009-08-02T19:44:00.002+08:00

It's always feel good when parents came over to visit me..but at the same time when is without mumbling..!!Well..no matter how,i know they just worried about me on stayin alone here at kampar..thanks mum and dad,im fine here..i'll alwiz tell myself to study hard..not to let ur worry about me anymore..!!=),I also wish ur can accept my relationship wid baby..maybe he's not a good looking person for u, but atleast try to understand the situation..i just wan it like that..not a big matter and im not asking alot from ur..Really duno when only i dun need to aviod from ur to see baby..whenever i want too..

2nd last day of july

2009-07-30T20:08:00.002+08:00

Is about to end of july and this mean that mid term gona finish and assignment due date is there..im like dyin adi..hanging in the middle of the of sky..!!Thank god last week i when kl meet up with baby..If not duno when got the time to meet up wid him..is so busy with assignment..luckily all my groupmate is fine and they can work it out with me so the problem is sharing around us and we settle it together..=)Thanks to them~cathy,theresa,vincent and shally..Well,now need to concentrate on mass comm..gambatte to everyone..

my 2 close friend in kampar

2009-07-23T15:42:00.004+08:00

After i came to kampar..not much changes on me but i have 2 close friends~yew and har..Knowing them is really cover my life here even 3 of us studying in differences course..haha=D,can't imagine rite?and thInking how we actually knew each other..!!Well..first which i know yew,then somehow yew asked her friends went along for lunch or dinner..mostly dinner..then longer i knew har..and now 3 of us are quite close..!!During class hour,we have our time and our classmate, friends but when after class back to westlake,then we will ask for dinner together..is just so nice,normally har will listen my story in class..and other stuff..and yew also will most likely be the talking 1 too..haha=D,me and yew just like to talk..though,both of us can just crap nuts..then har also sometimes she just so cute and sometimes me and yew even think har is just man..but we also know that har doesn't like ppl to her man,etc..so we dun mention infront of her..but she really do..pai seh..other then that duno what to say about her..just when 3 of us are together then fun is there..=D

me, yew, har

har's bday~719

2009-07-20T15:40:00.005+08:00

we had a little celebration wid her last night..hope she enjoy nad stay happie alwiz=)hug..

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO HAR..^^

me&har

yew&har

har & sky

happie anni

2009-07-10T01:39:00.003+08:00

SAM BABY OF MINE..MISS HIM SO MUCH..!!DUNO WHEN I GET TO SEE HIM..BETWEEN,IM HERE TO WISH HIM HAPPIE ANNI..OUR 1 YR 9 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY=)MAY OUR LOVE EVER..MUAKZ

a shocked day?

2009-06-22T18:03:00.003+08:00

Guess what happen yesterday..i know is my own fault..but somehow is also consider a shpcked i get from parents..they came over to find me yesterday..and due to hp no batt they can get me..so when they reached kampar..mum came over the window and wake me up..i was sleeping..so i thought i was dreamin..but after awhile..then i know is real..mum is wakin me up..from the wondow..haha=D,Then i went n open the door for them and they waited for me to brush up and shower then go for break1st at gopeng market..After that went to grand aunt's hse..seat there for about 30-45 minutes then they said go the store and buy some things..but alwiz remember that their some stuff..will alwiz become alot..and yesterday both mum and grand aunt totally bought around RM400+..the trolly is packed...really GENG!!Then after done..we went eat..at some where in ipoh..nt sure where's the place..after eatin..i started to feel slpy..and on the way back to grand anut's hse and also to kampar..i fall aslp in the car..pretty tired..dunno y..So last night slp quite early for me..hehehe..have a good slp though..=DMay everyday the same..then will be good for me..

THE RING OF US

2009-06-16T22:17:00.003+08:00

On the most memorable day,somethin not happie happen too..which i lost the ring between me n baby..the ring accompany me fron the day i with baby till sunday..And the worst thing was i dint even realize when i lost it till when i realize..then only think back and knowing i dropped it when was playing the boat..I know baby feel a lil sad that i had lost the ring..our commitment..and he did nt angry at me,but i just feel sry my dear,haiz!!Then yesterday we went mall and asking the sales lady whether still have the same ring as the previous..and the lady told us the design was quite long ago and dun think will have the same..then both of us know..how many things and the time we past through..!!The lady suggested that have the same word 'forever love' on the ring but slighly abit diff..and also how us others design..Finally we choosen a pair out of those recommand..On the ring we put our name n our date on it..Baby,i will take good care of the 1 we have now k..n keep it properly..as ever..love u

the 1 that we use to have..
This is the new 1..
(just a double heart wid arrow n a wors heart on the ring)

PD trip=)

2009-06-15T13:28:00.002+08:00

Yesterday had a great time with baby at PD beach..haha,my 1st time try on the boat..im not sure izit call sailing boat..or it has some other name..haha=D,really scared me of..the 1st time fall from the boat to the sea..but when i see baby..he hold my hand all the while,i know anyhow will be safe n fine..hehe,is a pretty cool experience..next time we will try on with the banana boat and the motor boat..Wait for us ya..!!After had a great time in the sea..then is the time to clean up and fill up out stomach..baby's fren~peter..he brought us to had seafood;..according to him,the place is consider quite new..but the food there..beside the crab..others were just okay..he said that next time will bring us to the usual place his family like to go for..the food will be much better..Even is tiring..but I enjoy..haha..wait for me aNother beach..i will come to u..wahahah=p

friend's of peter, peter, baby

the sunset(really nice)

hol end..

2009-05-31T20:56:00.002+08:00

Well..3 weeks holiday is end like that..seem i have did nothin beside stayin at home,computer drama,drama n drama...!!So pathatic holiday uh..beside,i still went for a little shopping..get some stuff that desperately needed..haha=D..So,now im back to kampar again..goin on my studies..guess will be another busy semaster again..but is good also atleast got something to do..hehe..!!I guess nothing much say just wish me luck n all the best ler..=)

表舅舅的婚礼=）

2009-05-28T16:18:00.010+08:00

以下的照片是表舅舅的婚礼上拍的于5月2日。。祝表舅舅和表舅母幸福开心=）

姐和表舅舅，表舅母

姐和爸妈

我和小姨婆

姐和外婆还有八姨婆

这也是其中一位表舅舅

我和爸妈

姐和表舅舅

表舅舅一家人

random

2009-05-11T22:51:00.002+08:00

Im back home adi..let's see what i've been doing today..today woke up at 11 somethin then went brush up and stick in front of comp..till mum ask to eat,but i drag fro 15 minutes only willing to move my butt..haha=DThis is lazy ppl..then after eatin find some movie to watch while mum're in my room talkin wid me..talkin,talkin n talkin..!!Guess so cause of the weather is too hot,feel headache..then i went n slp..after woke up still feelin the same..then took some light food,take some drink..n longer n longer only get to feel better..as the sun is gone...tat's y i alwiz like night time..the quiet moment that the wind blow..how nice..hehe

end of the day

2009-05-09T01:29:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was my last day of exam..but did not feel any special thou,hehe=)just as usual..back from campus then sit in front of comp..then dinner wid mq near her hse there..had the chicken chop rice..consider nt bad o..compare to many place..can keep me full,haha=D..then after dinner thought find yew then go get the puppy but yew was nt back home yet,so went back had my shower and bring along my notebook to yew's place..!!After that,waited sky for 15 minutes then went n collect the puppy..the puppy was really cute and adorable..let's see..took when he's at yew's room..slping,keke...

After that me,yew and sky went mm yumcha..sky wanted to ask her bf along but her bf playin dota..then end up he did nt join us..

yew,sky,me

When done yamcha,we back to yew's hse..then stay in her room whole night..at the same time need to take care of the puppy..too...

舒服了

2009-05-06T10:16:00.002+08:00

昨天的我不知是怎么了，心情好像变了，对着电话的你，一股想念的感觉跑了出来。。有股冲动很想抱着你，很想告诉你我有多想你！！可是就不知为什么，心情变得暴躁。。很容易的就发脾气，真有点顶不顺自己。。但又不知要怎样让自己冷静下来才好，宝贝。。对不起，知道你为了逗我开心，逗我笑，在哪儿想了很久。。很感激你=）。。若不是你，我也不晓得自己能怎样。。因为有你，不管心情有多恶劣都会慢慢的冷静下来，亲爱的。。我爱你，我会尽量让自己思考，放松。。不会给自己太大压力。。不会要你替我担心。。=p

hol comin

2009-05-01T22:44:00.002+08:00

Around a week more then will get to be back to pj..kinda miss there thou..but somehow i dint really have the mood to go back..dunno y..hmmm,coz of mum?dad?i dunno..sometimes i really think that i feel stress eventhou stand with them..bout about when talkin..?i cant believe will get such feel..especially with dad too..got the same feelin..kinda unbelievable!!The most cin cai person toward us..become same like mum or even worst..Basically,if i feel happie to back,just bcoz i can get to meet the high skol gang..and might also the primary skolmate as well..hehe=),then hopefully at the same time i can meet baby and chiaching..and amy they all..seem all the frens i feel like meetin..just dunno got the chance anot..hmmm...how leh??...*thinkin*

to u

2009-05-01T00:27:00.003+08:00

i dint wanna mention
doesnt mean i dun meant it
all i care
is just about u
all i want
is just u

i heard u sick
my heart tears
i angry
coz cant take k of u
nt being a good gf

i wish im there
holdin u
huggin u
taking care of u
and
do whatever i can

yet
nt workin good
thought
everythin is fine
nt thinkin anythin else

i accept
all the explanation
understand all the sitution
but
i did not leave any words
and action

im sry
if i hurt u
but
i can tell u
me too
nt feelin any better than u

dunno what to say
beside
keep silence
just to split out
I LOVE U

im fine=)

2009-04-30T11:58:00.000+08:00

early in the morning
had a wonderful jogging
look at the weather
feel fresh n great=)

last night
only slept for 3 hrs+
but still feeling good thou
guess will back to normal
everything fine

nothin i wanna do
nothin i wanna say
nothin i wanna explain
the only thing i want
just u

dream but prayin in reality

2009-04-25T14:44:00.002+08:00

Is another brand new day..im so suprise about my dream last night..!!Is about me and baby having meal together,parents keep in questionaire baby..this and that,seem goin ok..the whole dream seem so real..in reality im wishing that will actually happen..but somehow dunno when it will happen and will it be happen is also a question..!!As baby and i know,what the problem that need to face..~family matter..A very big problem that is becoz im still a student,with their thinking they do not agree with my action..same goes to baby,since he's also studyin why cant finish study only talk about it..and the impression that baby gave to parents never been good..haiz...this matter i dunno how to settle...!!Ever i need to settle which i only get to choose either 1..but i dun want it to be like that..is sufferin..any1 can tell me what can i do..??hmmmm

~sky in kampar~

2009-04-25T11:38:00.001+08:00

Here's the sky from kampar..look so nice..=)

=)

2009-04-24T19:55:00.002+08:00

wau..exam comin..kinda stress n study till bored,so today went jogging wid yew n sky..kinda long dint go for joggin n exercise adi..damn shiok n feelin great..!!Yesterday,i had aunty visit n feelin not so well n havin backache..i know baby worry about me so much..so,today my backache gone then i told him so that he will get less worried..!!I know he's not happie wid it i went for jogging wid my situition between yesterday n today..might still not so good..but i just wanna let u know im fine n i will take k myself when im alone ere...!!Plz dun gik or angry anymore..i love u ya..hug^^..muakz

my lapie part4

2009-03-27T15:12:00.001+08:00

yor..my lapie is recover after a operation..but im not having it yet..is wid my baby now...haha..but i still have notebook to use..which im having my baby's notebook..his 'lou poh..haha=D..i'll take k of 'her' properly..dun worry my love..wakakaka..k lah,may every1 happie n stay healthy..coz weather is bad nowadays..take k..hugz

my lapie part3

2009-03-14T10:26:00.004+08:00

haiz..my lapie is really sick...now is depends on whether wanna do operation or just certified..but in conclusion,i still wanna save him..and sis too..haha,wid a good reason..doesnt have money to certified him..well..now need to check out how much it the operation fees need for my lapie..i really hope after dis time operation..he will full recover till another few yrs more..love my lapie so much..he brings me joy n happiness to me..make my life better in kampar...*dear lapie..u must be tough ya..muakz

my lapie~back

2009-03-04T23:32:00.002+08:00

my lapie is back..
but still
'he' still need operation
need to add in something
in order to run save..
wish 'he' can stay strong now..
love 'him' so much..hehe=)
will take good care of 'him'
now onward...

my lapie

2009-02-28T10:44:00.002+08:00

haiz..
i dunno wat wrong wid my lapie
now i just wish my lapie will can survive more
till i get to finish all my assignment
dear lapie..
stay strong ya..
will take good k of u...
Hmmmm